The uncertain sadness

A lot of my pieces portray that uncertain sadness that lurks beneath. I look at the entertainers; Jesters, clowns, magicians, mimes etc. These characters are those who're considered to be entertainers create an impact when viewed in a darker way. This helps emphasize my point of the uncertain/hidden sadness which lurks underneath every life form. There's some things we think that no one else will find out. There's some thoughts we fear, we hate, we hurt about which will never be discussed or just be dismissed because we fear, hate and hurt about those thoughts themselves.

I still haven't gotten a proper grip on what i'm trying to tell you yet (hence my blabbering) but I feel there is something deeper. A darker sadness that we all fear.

Maybe it's a thought process unspoken because we fear for our sanity? How sane are we? How sane are you? How sane am I? So sane it's insane? oooooh *sigh* make me shutup....My brain is literally writing this.

ANYWAY

I'm going to work with this a lot more, this piece looks so common the way it is.

Tell me what you think....even if you didn't understand my poor efforts of clarity.

Photographer: My brother
Model: Me
Manip: Me